You have been through a dark stretch. Lately it has started to shift, but not in a straight line. One day you feel hopeful, the next you are angry, the next you feel nothing at all, and then something makes you laugh for the first time in months. It can feel like you are going backwards.
The alchemists had an image for a time like this. They called it the cauda pavonis, the peacock’s tail.
Where the peacock’s tail sits
Most readers know the four stages of alchemy: black, white, yellow and red. The peacock’s tail is not one of the four. It is a moment the texts describe on the way out of the black.
Carl Jung sets out the possible routes from the blackening (the nigredo) to the whitening (the albedo). Here is the whole sentence, so you can see the peacock in its place:
From this the washing (ablutio, baptisma) either leads direct to the whitening (albedo), or else the soul (anima) released at the “death” is reunited with the dead body and brings about its resurrection, or again the “many colours” (omnes colores), or “peacock’s tail” (cauda pavonis), lead to the one white colour that contains all colours.
— C. G. Jung, Psychology and Alchemy, 2nd edn (1968), para. 334
Two things stand out. First, the peacock’s tail is one route among several, not a step every text includes. Second, the many colours do not replace the white. They lead to it: to “the one white colour that contains all colours”.
Not every alchemist put it in the same place
Jung is clear that alchemical writers rarely agreed on the exact order of the work (Jung, 1968, para. 333). The peacock’s tail shows this well.
One alchemist, Libavius, wrote a key to a picture of the whole process in his Alchymia of 1606. Jung reproduces it. At one point Libavius tells the artist what to paint:
The sun diving into the sea, i.e., into the Mercurial water into which the elixir also must flow. This leads to the true eclipse of the sun and one should put a rainbow on either side to suggest the peacock’s tail that then appears in the coagulation.
— Libavius, Alchymia (1606), explanation of fig. 142, in Jung, Psychology and Alchemy, 2nd edn (1968)
Here the colours come later, in the coagulation, the stage where the work sets and holds together. So the idea that the peacock’s tail always comes straight after the black is too tidy. In some texts it marks the way out of the dark, in others a later turn of the work.
What the colours stood for
In Jung’s book, a picture of a peacock with its tail spread carries this caption:
The cauda pavonis, combination of all colours, symbolizing wholeness.
— Caption to fig. 111, from Boschius, Symbolographia (1702), in Jung, Psychology and Alchemy, 2nd edn (1968)
Jung also ties the colours to Mercurius, the shifting spirit that, in his account, stands at the beginning and the end of the work (Jung, 1968, para. 404). Of Mercurius he writes:
He is the play of colours in the cauda pavonis and the division into four elements.
— C. G. Jung, Psychology and Alchemy, 2nd edn (1968), para. 404
So the peacock’s tail is not a pretty extra. In this reading the colours belong to the same thing that was black at the start. Nothing new has been added. What was dark is now showing everything it held.
What this can mean for you
This part is our reading, not a claim from the texts.
After a hard season, many people expect a clean switch from dark to light. Life rarely does that. Feelings come back mixed: relief and grief in the same afternoon, energy and then a crash, a good week followed by a bad day that seems to cancel it.
The peacock’s tail offers another way to see that mix. The colours are not a sign that you have failed to get out. In the image, they are part of how the black turns white. The white that follows is not empty. It is the colour that “contains all colours”.
It is also a warning not to stop too early. The peacock is striking, and it is easy to take a burst of good feeling for the finish. In Jung’s summary the colours lead on to the white. They are a passage, not the end.
If you are still deep in the dark part, read how long nigredo lasts. If things are starting to lift, read nigredo to albedo: when the dark starts to lift.
A two-minute practice
This one is ours, not the alchemists’.
- Name today’s colours. Write down the feelings you have had today, even the ones that contradict each other. One word each.
- Do not rank them. Leave the hopeful one and the heavy one side by side.
- Ask one question. “What do all of these have in common?” Write one line, or nothing.
If nothing comes, leave it. The point is to see the whole tail, not to pick one feather.
How firm is this?
The historical part is firm: the passages above are quoted from Jung’s Psychology and Alchemy and the alchemical sources it reproduces. The meaning for your life is our reading. It is an idea to reflect on, not a tested treatment, and it makes no promise about how long anything takes. If low mood is heavy or will not lift, please talk to a qualified professional.
Frequently Asked Questions
What is the cauda pavonis in alchemy?
It is Latin for “peacock’s tail”: a display of many colours that some alchemical texts describe in the work. Jung lists it as one route from the blackening to the whitening, where the “many colours” lead to “the one white colour that contains all colours” (Jung, 1968, para. 334).
Is the peacock’s tail one of the stages of alchemy?
Not one of the four. The usual four are nigredo, albedo, citrinitas and rubedo. The peacock’s tail is a moment some texts describe, and they do not agree on where it falls. Libavius, for example, places it in the coagulation.
What does the peacock’s tail mean psychologically?
Our reading is that it pictures the mixed, changeable feelings that often come as a dark period starts to lift. In the image the colours are part of the passage to the white, not a sign that the work has failed.
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References
- Jung, C.G. (1968) Psychology and alchemy. 2nd edn. Translated by R.F.C. Hull. Collected Works of C.G. Jung, vol. 12. Princeton, NJ: Princeton University Press, paras 333, 334 and 404, figs 111 and 142.